Friday, August 28, 2009

poem:Halo

I am free tonight
Crazy by the moonlight
Do you want to come
Come out and play

Shining lights around
Twenty feet off the ground
Do you want to see
And slowly fly away

I don't wanna live here anymore
Don't want nothing to care for

The velvet clouds envelop
New feelings develop
A light shines inside of me
And I see your halo

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Simon - Lifehouse

Heard this song recently. The tune is uncomplicated and sweet melancholy.
The lyrics really floored me though, especially this verse:

Locked inside the only place
Where you feel sheltered,where you feel safe
You lost yourself in your search to find
Something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence when they pushed you around
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown

I guess that just what a lot of us go through. We feel safe in what we know, even if we hate it; and hate ourselves for it somehow. We blame the world for being this way, for being mean and cruel, and we are not wrong for the world is indeed like that. However it is our fear that keeps it that way.
One might feel different, seeking to know and not be led, but then we banish faith also. But when we can't hide behind logic anymore, we realize we have lost the light we need to set us free.

35 things about me

This is for juneflower, http://juneflower.livejournal.com/ who managed to coax me into un-hibernating my blog.

1. Where is your cell phone?
Charging by the bedside

2. Your significant other?
I hope she is out there somewhere. Ya gotta believe!

3. Your hair?
It not bad

4. Your mother?
Is miles away and yet connected.

5. Your father?
Is in my heart

6. Your favorite thing?
My identity.

7. Your dream last night?
I was on a treadmill and there was an add for ben & jerrys on the screen in front of me

8. Your favorite drink?
Jameson

9. Your dream/goal?
To make a difference

10. What room you are in?
Bedroom

11. Your hobby?
Writing bad poerty, talking!

12. Your fear?
Not being able to accomplish (9).

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
In a happy place

14. Where were you last night?
Home sweet home.

15. Muffins?
As long as they are not over flavored

16. Wish list item?
Real creative inspiration, something to really fire me up.

17. Where you grew up?
Mumbai/Bahrain

18. Last thing you did?
Filed my taxes

19. What are you wearing?
My super-geek mask

20. Your TV?
None (flatmate has a Sony Bravia)

21. Your pets?
None

22. Friends?
Are the lights on the winding road called life

23. Your life?
Is better than I deserve really.

24. Your mood?
Intense.

25. Missing some one?
Someome who might have been special (ref #2)

26. Car?
Be-car :P

27. Something you’re not wearing?
My pride

28. Favorite store?
Not a big shopper, dunno what to pick

29. Your summer?
Is much awaited.

30. Your favorite color?
Sky blue, cool and free

31. When is the last time you laughed?
Maybe an hour ago

32. Last time you cried?
Boys don't cry! Yesterday, more emotional than crying really

33. Three people who email me?
Can’t pick just three!

34. Three of my favorite foods?
Varan bhaat, Kaju Katris and a Fatburger

35. Three places I would rather be right now?
Home, my fantasies and in my dreams.